Who cares? Do whatever you want. I can explain to you the ramifications of any obsession, but its ultimately up to you to assign a good or bad label to it.

Yeah, none of those things are real kiddo.

If you regard demons as a hobby of sorts I would highly recommend against this,Personal beliefs aside what is your aim in learning about the paranormal? You said yourself your life is being consumed by it,Is your alterior motive to enhance your knowledge or just a facination with unexplained,Because many people feel the need to explore further into the unknown. Anyway as long as you believe in God,The holy spirit exc.I would say if you want to skim the surface of the supernatural do so at your own risk!!!

If you stand in front of a mirror in a dark room and say bloody mary ten times while spinning around and drinking dr. pepper she will appear, steal the can from you, drink it and throw it in the trash can. Then she'll claw your face off. But the real horror here is that she didn't throw it in the recycling bin.

Then she'll go back into the mirror.

Did you know that?